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BISMILLAH HIR RAHMAN NIR RAHEEM

(In the Name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful)

All praise is for Allah. Darood (Blessings) and Salaam (Peace) on Muhammad, his Family, and his Companions.

ALLAHUMMA SALLI ALA MUHAMMADIN WA ALA ALI MUHAMMADIN KAMA SALLAITA ALA IBRAHEEMA WA ALA ALI IBRAHEEMA INNAKA HAMEEDUM MAJEED

ALLAHUMMA BARIK ALA MUHAMMADIN WA ALA ALI MUHAMMADIN KAMA BARAKTA ALA IBRAHEEMA WA ALA ALI IBRAHEEMA INNAKA HAMEEDUM MAJEED

Assalamualaikum,

Its been a long time i didn't come here.....so many things happend in my life...my pagal's life and i don't even know where to starts and how to write them all in this blog.Its really a heartbreaking to know the truth. More heartbreaking to face the reality...Ya Allah...i've living in most hurtful days and Alhamdulilah ..Allah has sent His Angels to protect me from going out of my path...Insyallah..no matter how difficults my life gonna be i will never shut You down..i still have my FAITH in You my Lord...

Every nites i cry myself to sleep...try to stop thinking about it but i can't..This pain is so real...i'm not only talking about my love life but i'm talking about my life too...

If we love Allah, it is a must that we sincerely sacrifice everything in us for His Sake. This means that we have to be patient in the performance of all forms of ibadah (worship) that Allah and His Messenger r have enjoined upon us. We have to remember that us Muslims Allah will test our Faith:

“Be sure We shall test you with something of fear and hunger some loss in goods or lives or the fruits (of your toil) but give glad tidings to those who patiently persevere.” (Qur’an 2:155)

Abu Hurairah t narrated that the Prophet r said, “A Muslim male or female, remains subject to trials (in this world); in respect of self, children and property till he or she faces Allah the Exalted (on the Day of Judgment) in a state in which all his or her sins have been remitted.” (Tirmidhi 49)

I've no idea the shape of my heart now..so many times been broken...Ya i do love u still but its not the same life before...i don't even know that i'm still in love with u or not...but hating u is the last thing wanna do...and forgiving u is so hurtful..

Forgive me Allah
For the wrongs I have done.
For anger, I shouldn't have
Against anyone.

I know I'm weak Allah,
But I love You, I really do,
And in spite of my weakness,
I know You love me too.

Forgive me for not reading Your word,
And for the times that I stray.
Forgive me for just being too tired
When I don’t take the time to pray.

Give me the strength, Oh! Allah,

to do what I should each day.
Let Your love shine through me
So others will follow Your way.

Even though I've failed You Allah,
I know You'll forgive me,
And this I promise Lord,
A better Muslim I will be.

For Your presence is in me
Filling my heart with Your love,
And I have Your reassurance
You’re guiding from above.

I love You Allah, and thank You
For the blessings You bestow,
I will tell others about You
So Your goodness they too, will know.

Always love & care them who love You..

I would like to whisper to every heart on the road... one must carry on, seeking, loving and giving. Whatever happens, facing sadness or adversity, our strength is this love, this spirituality..above all these you love me but you are not in love with me...