Do what i have to do......

Assalamualaikum,

Apa khabar? I'm not ok :( , period pain la... dah 2 hari tahan sakit and tak lalu makan... i just don't feel like eating laa.... i'm not hungry at all... i can't swallow anything....because i feel so sick!! everytime i try to eat something i feel like throwing out...so i eat only a lil bit just to fill my tummy that's it..

Today the whole day i've been listening to this beautiful song... the meaning is so deep until i feel a lil bit peace in my heart and soul... Well sang by beautiful Sarah Maclachan.. with her angel voices its just rip off my emotional and senses...i've listen to her lyrics and Ya Allah its so beautiful.. *cry*

Sometimes things never happend to what we want it to be...
You don't need to say anymore...Your eyes have asked a question..and my heart has given you the answer...




What ravages of spirit
Conjured this temptuous rage
Created you a monster
Broken by the rules of love

And fate has led you through it
You do what you have to do
And fate has led you through it
You do what you have to do ...

And I have the sense to recognize that
I dont know how to let you go

Every moment marked
With apparitions of your soul
Im ever swiftly moving
Trying to escape this desire

The yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
The yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do

But I have the sense to recognize
That I dont know how
To let you go
I dont know how
To let you go

A glowing ember
Burning hot
Burning slow

Deep within Im shaken by the violence
Of existing for only you

I know I cant be with you
I do what I have to do
I know I cant be with you
I do what I have to do

And I have sense to recognize but
I dont know how to let you go
I dont know how to let you go
I dont know how to let you go