Saying what u mean, meaning what u say...

Assalamualaikum....

Sihat ke? me? Alhamdulilah..quite busy today...Early in the morning... i drive to Putrajaya..do some groceries for Raya Korban...and then visit June's dad at Serdang Hospita...its a heartbreaking watching her daddy with all the wires...Ya Allah!!!Please give him strenght and get him fully recovery please!!!! amin...

I'm lil bit upset today...actually since last night...i hate when i sent a message to someone and they just don't bother to reply..no matter how busy u are...just have the courtesy to reply your friends messages....its very rude to just ignored it!!! Damn!!i really hate that!!!After that they just pretend nothing had happend!! The more hurts if someone you care do this to you...its really a heartbreaking laa...Last night i've waited for him to get online....he told me that we meet online and lets hope the wifi at my place won't go crazy..and Thank God!! The wifi was fine last night and he's not online...i did send msgs he won't reply...What's happening? Make me like a fool the whole night staring at the screen and hoping he chat box pops up with hugs emoticon!!!

How could u simply do this? and no apologies from u? i think that's enuff!! why should i believe what ever u said..coz u never mean it....i'm just sick of everything!!!


I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cuz I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

Per-chorus:
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

chorus:
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

Per-chorus:
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

Chorus:
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

Chorus:
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Chorus:
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...