Why does it hurts so bad?

Assalamualaikum,

Sihat? i'm fine!! And feel ssoooo greeeaaaattt!!!!! because my sweetheart will be in town today!!yay!! Can't wait to see him!! Miss him so much!!!

Talked to him last night and he said something that is soo swweeetttt!!! Whoever his life partner will be is a lucky person on earth!!! This guy is a very nice guy!!Good hearted and he knows best what to make a girl likes him and feel secure with him.I like whenever he said he'll take care of me and he'll make me happy.But i'm sad whenever he said about marriage.It hurts me whenever he said he'll take care of me eventhough he's married or i'm married.It's scared me whenever he said he will remember me wherever he goes...in or out of the country... :(

Ya Allah..why does it hurts so bad? why do i feel so sad? i hope i can let him go but why does it hurts me so? why does it hurts so bad?

Ok i don't wanna think about it anymore!!!I have to enjoy life as much as i can...no matter what i will remember u.....





I will remember you

Will you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories

Remember all the good times that we had

We let them slip away from us when things got bad

Clearly I first saw you, smiling in the sun

I want to feel your warmth upon me, I want to be the one

I will remember you

Will you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories

I'm so tired,I can't sleep

Standin' on the edge of something much too deep

It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word

We are screaming inside, we can't be heard

I will remember you

Will you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories

I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to lose

Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose

Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night

Gave me everything he had, oh he gave me life

And I will remember you

Will you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories

I will remember you

Will you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories

Weep not for the memories