Unintended

Unintended lover? What do you mean by that?I don't how to react? Nak marah or nak nangis or nak diam jer? i'm numb!! really freaking confused with what's going on and whats in his head? What were you thinking D? Life seems too easy for him....i can be his unintended choice? He thinks i have no other things to do then stood here and wait for him? i've waited long enuff...and with all my heart i just want to say that....WE ARE SO OVER!...now i understand why you want me to listen to this song....Unintended by Muse

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

Cintakan membawamu kembali....

Tiba saat mengerti jerit suara hati yang letih meski mencoba melabuhkan rasa yang ada. Mohon tinggal sejenak lupakanlah waktu, temani air mataku teteskan lara.....
Merajuk asa menjalin mimpi....Endapkan sepi-sepi.....

Cintakan membawamu kembali disini .....Menuai rindu membasuh pedih.... bawa serta dirimu, dirimu yang dulu mencintaiku apa adanya....

Saat dusta mengalir jujurkanlah hati kenangan batin jiwamu, kenangkan cinta seperti dulu saat bersama tak ada keraguan......

I was in a Hell week last week!!! its very difficult to tell you what's going on coz i can't explain to myself....i'm living in his shadow but actually he's my shadow!!! How can i get rid of it? its been so hard to me now...i don't know what is it actually but this song explain everything...sang by Mike Indonesian Idol - Cintakan membawamu kembali.....

i am ready for love.....

Assalamualaikum....

Minggu lagi laa aku busy....kena siapkan business plan for Suria...alamak!!! mental blocked laaa...dah berapa hari aku tak blh tido dok pikirkan ayat2 yang sesuai untuk difahami oleh Board of Directors aku nanti....eerrrrmm..Oleh kerana benda ni privacy giler aku kene buat benda ni dalam meeting room!!!Ahaha...giler kuasa sey!!! tapi nak buat mcm mana kan..buat kat luar bising and also byk gangguan tau!! nak angkat phn lagi nak bukak pintu lagi....itu belum despatch dtg..eh...aku ni mcm receptionist laa pulak kan....tapi nak buat mcm mana ...semua keje kene buat sama2 laa iyer laa opis kecik nok!!!So aku pun dok melayan dirik di dalam meeting room sorang2 sambil dgr lagu dr facebook dan tiba2 terdengar lagu dari Indie Arie..i'm ready for love...haiyyooo...teringat kat arwah bf aku....hhhmmm...sedih la plakk...bacalah lirik dia...mengancam jiwa sey.....

I am ready for love
Why are you hiding from me
I'd quickly give my freedom
To be held in your captivity

I am ready for love
All of the joy and the pain
And all the time that it takes
Just to stay in your good grace
Lately I've been thinking
Maybe you're not ready for me
Maybe you think I need to learn maturity
They say watch what you ask for
Cause you might receive
But if you ask me tomorrow
I'll say the same thing

I am ready for love
Would you please lend me your ear?
I promise I won't complain
I just need you to acknowledge I am here

If you give me half a chance
I'll prove this to you
I will be patient, kind, faithful and true
To a man who loves music
A man who loves art
Respect's the spirit world
And thinks with his heart

I am ready for love
If you'll take me in your hands
I will learn what you teach
And do the best that I can

I am ready for love
Here with an offering of
My voice
My Eyes
My soul
My mind

Tell me what is enough
To prove I am ready for love

I am ready

Minggu yang membingungkan....

Heyloww.... it was a very very very tiring week!! Dengan Live n Loud, parents moving in, Radio Fest,Suria New id's, Suria New Segment, and macam2 laaa...Penat sey!!!Aku start dengan Radio Fest nyer PC dulu laa ehh....

Rasa sedih, rindu, happy and all that inbetween laa bila jumpa dengan Seelan, Anida, Kak Zu,Hawa, Shah, Abg Subi, Linda Onn and semua laa.....hehehe...macam2 benda nak cerita sampai tak cukup masa...teringat good old days....hahahaha...Radio Fest starts from 6th December till 7th December at One World Hotel...this gonna be fun!!!
Later that evening aku pergi nonton Jazz Nite@ Zouk....Ada Noryn Aziz, Malique and of course Tompi!!! Malique and the gang really impress me!!! Mmg bagus banget dong!!! very entertaining!!!1st time tgk Malique perform secara live di depan mata ternyata diorg ni memang bagus banget!!! Aku starts to compare diorg dengan band2 yang ada di negara kita but on top of it 'creativity' is the key word!!! Yeap!!! aku rasa pasti ramai yang agree!! mmg betul!!! performance diorg bertenaga dan powerful!!! Tak malu laa kalau nak perform kat mana2 pun..diorg mmg best!!!

Tompi!!! yeahh!! but not to my expectation laa....biasa jer persembahan dia...but ok laa dapat jumpa Tompi depan mata....