Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Maher and i

My Idol!!! Maher Zain!!!
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Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Wallahualam..

Kisah benar seorang pemuda Arab yang menuntut di Amerika

Assalamu'alaikum,

Ada seorang pemuda Arab yang baru saja menyelesaikan bangku kuliahnya di Amerika. Pemuda ini adalah salah seorang yang diberi nikmat oleh Allah berupa pendidikan agama Islam bahkan dia mampu mendalaminya. Selain belajar, dia juga seorang juru dakwah Islam. Ketika berada di Amerika, dia berkenalan dengan salah seorang Nasrani. Hubungan mereka semakin akrab, dengan harapan semoga Allah s.w.t. memberinya hidayah masuk Islam.

Pada suatu hari mereka berdua berjalan-jalan di sebuah perkampungan di Amerika dan melintas dekat sebuah gereja yang terdapat di kampung tersebut. Temannya itu meminta agar dia turut masuk ke dalam gereja. Mula mula dia keberatan, namun karena desakan akhirnya pemuda itu pun memenuhi permintaannya lalu ikut masuk ke dalam gereja dan duduk di salah satu bangku dengan hening, sebagaimana kebiasaan mereka.

Ketika paderi masuk, mereka serentak berdiri untuk memberikan penghormatan lantas kembali duduk. Di saat itu, si paderi agak terbeliak ketika melihat kepada para hadirin dan berkata, "Di tengah kita ada seorang Muslim. Aku harap dia keluar dari sini."

Pemuda Arab itu tidak bergerak dari tempatnya. Paderi tersebut mengucapkan perkataan itu berkali-kali, namun dia tetap tidak bergerak dari tempatnya. Hingga akhirnya paderi itu berkata, "Aku minta dia keluar dari sini dan aku menjamin keselamatannya." Barulah pemuda ini beranjak keluar.

Di ambang pintu, pemuda bertanya kepada sang paderi, "Bagaimana anda tahu bahwa saya seorang Muslim?"

Paderi itu menjawab, "Dari tanda yang terdapat di wajahmu."

Kemudian dia beranjak hendak keluar. Namun, paderi ingin memanfaatkan keberadaan pemuda ini dengan mengajukan beberapa pertanyaan, tujuannya untuk memalukan pemuda tersebut dan sekaligus mengukuhkan ugamanya. Pemuda Muslim itupun menerima tentangan debat tersebut.

Paderi berkata, "Aku akan mengajukan kepada anda 22 pertanyaan dan anda harus menjawabnya dengan tepat."

Si pemuda tersenyum dan berkata, "Silakan!"

Sang paderi pun mulai bertanya, "Sebutkan satu yang tiada duanya, dua yang tiada tiganya, tiga yang tiada empatnya, empat yang tiada limanya, lima yang tiada enamnya, enam yang tiada tujuhnya, tujuh yang tiada delapannya, delapan yang tiada sembilannya, sembilan yang tiada sepuluhnya, sesuatu yang tidak lebih dari sepuluh, sebelas yang tiada dua belasnya, dua belas yang tiada tiga belasnya, tiga belas yang tiada empat belasnya."

"Sebutkan sesuatu yang dapat bernafas namun tidak mempunyai ruh! Apa yang dimaksud dengan kuburan berjalan membawa isinya? Siapakah yang berdusta namun masuk ke dalam surga? Sebutkan sesuatu yang diciptakan Allah namun Dia tidak menyukainya? Sebutkan sesuatu yang diciptakan Allah dengan tanpa ayah dan ibu!"

"Siapakah yang tercipta dari api, siapakah yang diazab dengan api dan siapakah yang terpelihara dari api? Siapakah yang tercipta dari batu, siapakah yang diazab dengan batu dan siapakah yang terpelihara dari batu?"

"Sebutkan sesuatu yang diciptakan Allah dan dianggap besar! Pohon apakah yang mempunyai 12 ranting, setiap ranting mempunyai 30 daun, setiap daun mempunyai 5 buah, 3 di bawah naungan dan dua di bawah sinaran matahari?"

Mendengar pertanyaan tersebut, pemuda itu tersenyum dengan keyakinan kepada Allah.

Setelah membaca Basmalah dia berkata,

-Satu yang tiada duanya ialah Allah s.w.t..

-Dua yang tiada tiganya ialah Malam dan Siang. Allah s.w.t. berfirman, "Dan Kami jadikan malam dan siang sebagai dua tanda (kebesaran kami)."
(Al-Isra': 12).

-Tiga yang tiada empatnya adalah kesilapan yang dilakukan Nabi Musa ketika Khidir menenggelamkan sampan, membunuh seorang anak kecil dan ketika menegakkan kembali dinding yang hampir roboh.

-Empat yang tiada limanya adalah Taurat, Injil, Zabur dan al-Qur'an.

-Lima yang tiada enamnya ialah Solat lima waktu.

-Enam yang tiada tujuhnya ialah jumlah Hari ketika Allah s.w.t. menciptakan makhluk.

-Tujuh yang tiada delapannya ialah Langit yang tujuh lapis. Allah s.w.t. berfirman, "Yang telah menciptakan tujuh langit berlapis-lapis. Kamu sekali-kali tidak melihat pada ciptaan Rabb Yang Maha Pemurah sesuatu yang tidak seimbang." (Al-Mulk: 3).

-Delapan yang tiada sembilannya ialah Malaikat pemikul Arsy ar-Rahman. Allah s.w.t. berfirman, "Dan malaikat-malaikat berada di penjuru-penjuru langit. Dan pada hari itu delapan orang malaikat men-junjung 'Arsy Rabbmu di atas (kepala) mereka." (Al-Haqah: 17).

-Sembilan yang tiada sepuluhnya adalah mu'jizat yang diberikan kepada Nabi Musa yaitu: tongkat, tangan yang bercahaya, angin topan, musim paceklik, katak, darah, kutu dan belalang.*

-Sesuatu yang tidak lebih dari sepuluh ialah Kebaikan. Allah s.w.t. berfirman, "Barang siapa yang berbuat kebaikan maka untuknya sepuluh kali lipat." (Al-An'am: 160).

-Sebelas yang tiada dua belasnya ialah jumlah Saudara-Saudara Nabi Yusuf .

-Dua belas yang tiada tiga belasnya ialah Mu'jizat Nabi Musa yang terdapat dalam firman Allah, "Dan (ingatlah) ketika Musa memohon air untuk kaumnya, lalu Kami berfirman, 'Pukullah batu itu dengan tongkatmu.' Lalu memancarlah daripadanya dua belas mata air." (Al-Baqarah: 60).

-Tiga belas yang tiada empat belasnya ialah jumlah Saudara Nabi Yusuf ditambah dengan ayah dan ibunya.

-Adapun sesuatu yang bernafas namun tidak mempunyai ruh adalah waktu Subuh. Allah s.w.t. ber-firman, "Dan waktu subuh apabila fajarnya mulai menyingsing." (At-Takwir: 18).

-Kuburan yang membawa isinya adalah Ikan yang menelan Nabi Yunus AS.

-Mereka yang berdusta namun masuk ke dalam surga adalah saudara-saudara Nabi Yusuf , yakni ketika mereka berkata kepada ayahnya, "Wahai ayah kami, sesungguhnya kami pergi berlumba-lumba dan kami tinggalkan Yusuf di dekat barang-barang kami, lalu dia dimakan serigala." Setelah kedustaan terungkap, Yusuf berkata kepada mereka, " tak ada cercaan terhadap kamu semua." Dan ayah mereka Ya'qub berkata, "Aku akan memohonkan ampun bagimu kepada Rabbku. Sesungguhnya Dia-lah Yang Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang." (Yusuf:98)

-Sesuatu yang diciptakan Allah namun tidak Dia sukai adalah suara Keledai. Allah s.w.t. berfirman, "Sesungguhnya sejelek-jelek suara adalah suara keledai." (Luqman: 19).

-Makhluk yang diciptakan Allah tanpa bapa dan ibu adalah Nabi Adam, Malaikat, Unta Nabi Shalih dan Kambing Nabi Ibrahim.

-Makhluk yang diciptakan dari api adalah Iblis, yang diazab dengan api ialah Abu Jahal dan yang terpelihara dari api adalah Nabi Ibrahim. Allah s.w.t. berfirman, "Wahai api dinginlah dan selamatkan Ibrahim." (Al-Anbiya':69).

-Makhluk yang terbuat dari batu adalah Unta Nabi Shalih, yang diazab dengan batu adalah tentara bergajah dan yang terpelihara dari batu adalah Ashabul Kahfi (penghuni gua).

-Sesuatu yang diciptakan Allah dan dianggap perkara besar adalah Tipu Daya wanita, sebagaimana firman Allah s.w.t.? "Sesungguhnya tipu daya kaum wanita itu sangatlah besar." (Yusuf: 28).

-Adapun pohon yang memiliki 12 ranting setiap ranting mempunyai 30 daun, setiap daun mempunyai 5 buah, 3 di bawah teduhan dan dua di bawah sinaran matahari maknanya: Pohon adalah Tahun, Ranting adalah Bulan, Daun adalah Hari dan Buahnya adalah Solat yang lima waktu, Tiga dikerjakan di malam hari dan Dua di siang hari.

Paderi dan para hadirin merasa takjub mendengar jawapan pemuda Muslim tersebut. Kemudian dia pun mula hendak pergi. Namun dia mengurungkan niatnya dan meminta kepada paderi agar menjawab satu pertanyaan saja. Permintaan ini disetujui oleh paderi.

Pemuda ini berkata, "Apakah kunci surga itu?" mendengar pertanyaan itu lidah paderi menjadi kelu, hatinya diselimuti keraguan dan rupa wajahnya pun berubah. Dia berusaha menyembunyikan kekuatirannya, namun tidak berhasil. Orang-orang yang hadir di gereja itu terus mendesaknya agar menjawab pertanyaan tersebut, namun dia cuba mengelak.

Mereka berkata, "Anda telah melontarkan 22 pertanyaan kepadanya dan semuanya dia jawab, sementara dia hanya memberi cuma satu pertanyaan namun anda tidak mampu menjawabnya!"

Paderi tersebut berkata, "Sesungguh aku tahu jawapannya, namun aku takut kalian marah."

Mereka menjawab, "Kami akan jamin keselamatan anda. "

Paderi pun berkata, "Jawapannya ialah: Asyhadu An La Ilaha Illallah Wa Wa Asyhadu Anna Muhammadar Rasulullah."

Lantas paderi dan orang-orang yang hadir di gereja itu terus memeluk agama Islam. Sungguh Allah telah menganugerahkan kebaikan dan menjaga mereka dengan Islam melalui tangan seorang pemuda Muslim yang bertakwa.**

* Penulis tidak menyebutkan yang kesembilan (pent.)
** Kisah nyata ini diambil dari Mausu'ah al-Qishash al-Waqi'ah melalui internet, www.gesah.net

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

i love the way you lie...



In the end, we only regret the chances we didn't take, the relationship we were afraid to have & the decisions we waited too long to make.


Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Beautiful wedding...

Assalamualaikum...

Its been a while i didn't write my blog...too busy with my new department and also with my Hassan.... *smile*

Insyallah .. i pray for Allah bless this relationship...ameenn....

anyway, I just wanna share with you a few pictures about my beloved cousin's wedding..Faezah and Shahril..what a lovely couple!! i love them so much!!!



Yasmin as Flower girl






Friday, June 11, 2010

Thank God i've found him!!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamualaikum my dearest reader...

Alhamdulilah...alhamdulilah...alhamdulilah....Thank You ALLAH!!!!Thank you ssooooo muucchh!! *cry*

i've found my man, my soulmates and my life!! Thank you Allah for sending this wonderful angel to my humble life!!!

I love him and its so amazing that he loves me so much toooo!!!*cry*

Allah has lead him to me and make him found me among billion of peoples in this world.

Distance is not a huge problems for us so far...insyallah...what the most important is we have to trust keep loving each other unconditionally...


I love him....i love him....i love him!!! Alhamdulilah...

i can't wait to be with him till the rest of my life..amen...ameennn..insyallah..

Thank you Allah for answering my prayers..thank you so much i will always be your humble servant and keep on praying for Your blessing as You had bless this relationship!!! ameennn!!!

Thank you for sending me this beautiful angel!!!i will love this angel till the rest of my life!! insyallah.....

i love Allah and i love him.... *cry the tears of joy* Alhamdulilah!!


Friday, April 23, 2010

Dalam taman syahdu....

Assalamualaikum...

Bangun pagi ni tiba2 aku teringat pd arwah abg Alim..Ya Allah..kau tempatkanlah dia di kalangan orang2 yang beriman,kau cucurilah rahmat ke atas roh beliau, jauhkanlah beliau dari fitnah kubur dan sampaikanlah rasa rindu ku padanya..Ya Allah....*cry*

i miss him soooo much...i feel like it was yesterday i heard his voices calling my name and i really missed his warm smile..Ya Allah... pls forgive us for being so in love..

semoga kau damai di sana...Al Fatihah Mohammad Alim bin Tumin (1973 - 1992)


Wednesday, April 21, 2010

A Golden Moment with M Nasir



Sifu!!

The name that's so strong in this industries!! The industries that i've been for 15years..and so proud to call him SIFU coz he deserve it!!

I got an invitation to spend a golden moment with Sifu and as usual you will never get so bored and sleepy coz his performance was superb!!! Kudoss to sifu!!

Not forgetting our one and only Afdlin Shauki...who always make my stomach scammed with his jokes!!Owh!! You're yang TERBAIK!! You're the man!!!!

i'll always remembered the day we've been working on Bila Larut Malam..this show where's i knew who is Afdlin Shauki!! He's damn freaking funny!! and the best part he called me Pengurus Lantai aka Floor Manager!!!

Afdlin Shauki memang tak de ganti..and he's so much different than other celebrities i've met and worked with....we hardly bump into each other but i'm sure he always remember his pengurus lantai!!! hahahaha...

Whoever in the Bila Larut Malam team will always remember the laughter and tears while recording that hillarious show!! Gosh!! i really missed that moment!! Oh ya.. do you know that Khabir Bhatia was the director of this show!!!!! Yaa!!! Khabir Bhatia yang buat citer Nur Kasih dan Cinta tu laaaaaaaa....i feel so lucky to get to work with this briliant creative people in the country!!

Well, as usual while waiting for sifu we love to cam whoring!!! hahahaa.. enjoy those pictures and have a wonderful and blessing day ahead!!! salam..





Thursday, April 1, 2010

Please pray for Din Beramboi...

Assalamualaikum...

For the past few days i've been so upset and shocked by the news of my beloved BBM (Blackberry Messenger) friend Abg Din Beramboi...

Almost every nite he will teased me on my BBM..he always cheers me up and even during my down turned...he's there for me...with his jokes and he knows how to make me laugh in the middle of the nite!!! i really missed all his jokes at nite on BBM!!! everyday i will look at his status update on his BB..from Dato' Lee Chong Din to SuDin Ajaib...heheheehehehee... he's one of the kind that always makes people around him laugh over his silly jokes!! some people being sceptical over his jokes but i laughed of all his jokes just because he's funny and whatever he said i never take it to the heart!! No hard feeling beb!!

but now he's on the bed in ICU!! i heard his internally bleeding and both of his kidneys are not functining...Ya Allah... pls!! pls!! Ya Allah.. save him...Ya Rabb!!Give him another chance to live... only You Ya Allah can change Din Beramboi fate...pls Ya Allah...this is my doa...for my brother Din Beramboi... *cry*

I need your help my beloved reader to pray for my friend and my brother Din Beramboi for his speedy recovery...ameennn.... thank you people!! May Allah bless us all...ameeenn...

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

He always listen...just keep praying...




O My Slave,when your idea is not write I say "No","No" when it is not the best,"No" when it is absolutely wrong and even "No" though it may help you,it would create problems for some else.
When the time is not right,I say "go slow".What a catastrope it would be If I answered all your prayers at the snap of your fingures.Do you know what would happen?
I will become your servant and not your master,I would be working for you,instead of you working for me.

O My Slave,Believe me! I know you better than you know yourself or someone else.It may be that what you think is good for you day,may actually be bad for you tomorrow(future) and vice versa.Remember my slave,I see the truth but wait for the right time to execute my will ,my timing is perfect and Im the best of the planners.

So make prostation your means,prayer your beckon,patience your sheild,persevrance your weapon and piety your armour (dress) and wage a mighty war against your enemy and my enemy. It's for sure victroy will be your's, but there may be a delay but not the denial..

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Its time to try defying gravity...



Allah Azzawajal Always Answers!!!
O my slaves! Ask me,you will be given,seek, you will be granted,work,you will be awarded here and rewarded in hereafter and remember,there may be some delay in my answer, but not the denial.

Life is like music,it must be composed by ear,feeling,and instinct,not by rule!

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Every story has an end, but in life every end is just a new begining.

Love is not a feeling, it is a decision......it is not love that makes relationship last rather, it is our commitment to the commitment we've made therefore, give thought to making promises lest you break them and destroy the work of your own hands..

In life we all have an unspeakable secret, an irreversible regret, an unreachable
dream and an unforgettable love...

He might have forgetten me. He might have forgetten what I said, he might have forgotten everything about me. he might even have forgotten my name but he will never forget how I made him feel.

I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the only one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you're the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss ...you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other for those were some of the best memorable times of my life...

Anyway, Any change, any loss, does not make us victims. Others can shake you,
surprise you, disappoint you, but they can't prevent you from acting,
from taking the situation you're presented with and moving on. No
matter where you are in life, no matter what your situation, you can
always do something. You always have a choice and the choice can be
power.

We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the life that is waiting for us...

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

i don't want you back. Period!!



Assalamualaikum....

There's something really bothering me lately. i hope you can move on...i'm already gone in your life..i'm in love with someone else. Thats the fact!!



Monday, March 15, 2010

The 40's couples



Assalamualaikum..

i was a little bit upset with some people who are so arrogantly talk about those couples who are married above 40s will be getting a down sydrome baby!!! What the Hell? Don't they think before they say that?

I believe nobody want to be single for the rest of their life and its all Allah's will. Those single man and woman are always keep looking for any opportunities for them to find their soulmates. They not being single on purpose. So stop make any statement says that these people are delaying their marriage. Its Allah's will people!!! I'm sure these people will never give up to find their soulmates!!! not all of the 40s couples have down sydrome babies..not ALL ok!!! Look at Sheila Majid and Ziana Zain!! Their babies are so adorable!! As i said... its Allah's will!!!

Everyone has some rights over others and everything too, has the same over something else.

If people today purposely deny from fulfilling the rights of others (family members,realtives,neighbours,friends etc),will be forced to pay the due tomorrow in some way or the other or will simply suffer here and severely in hereafter.

Friday, March 12, 2010

Life is not a fairy tale..

Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

Assalamualaikum..

Never explain yourself to anyone because the person who likes you doesn't need it, and the person who dislikes you won't believe it.

Whatever you give to life, it gives you back.Do not hate anybody.The hatred which comes out from you will someday comeback to you.Love others. And love will comeback to you.

For everything you have missed, you have gained something else;
And for everything you gain, you lose something else.
It's about your outlook towards life. You can either regret or rejoice.

The most difficult phase of life is not when no one understands you;
It's when you don't understand yourself.

Arrow goes forward only after pulling in to backward.Bullet goes forward only after pressing the trigger backward.Every human being will get happy only after facing difficulties in their life path...So do not afraid to face your difficulties.
They will push you forward.

Remember you are born to live.
Don't live because you are born !
Don't go the way life takes you...
Take life the way you go !

What we are today is result of our own past actions;
Whatever we wish to be in future depends on our present actions;
Decide how you have to act now.
We are responsible for what we are, whatever we wish ourselves to be.
We have the power to make ourselves.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

GLEE and Mr Schue



Well!! i can't help myself watching this very entertaining show!! i've watched all 13 episodes!!! but i need to watch more!!! Can't wait for 2nd Season which's coming in April!!! aaarrrgghh!!!! need to watch Glee season 1 again and again while waiting for Season 2!!!!

'don't stop believing!!!'

Life oh life!!

Assalamualaikum...

I've been busy lately...a lot of recording to be made and almost everyday i'm stucked in my studio producing my baby called The Best Of Asia.. Its one of Digi's sponsored show which came out with 3 different languages. Tagalog, Bangla and Indonesia. Yes!! i'm producing these shows...hahahaha..Its not that difficult but i really enjoy it!! and i love my DJs.. Ana, May and Saiful!!Its very interesting to learn and understand some of the languages....What an experience!!!

Anyway,

This week i've been shocked by a sad news about my friend's cousin who commit suicide in her room just because she had a fight with her psycho boyfriend!! Damn!!! Why? Did love make your life too fragile? Ya Allah...this is not the 1st time i heard... a few weeks ago i heard the news from Alor Star that a girl killed her girlfriend just because of jealousy!! and then she stabbed herself till coma!!! My God!!! what happend to these young ppl!!! What's on their mind?

i wish i could talk to these ppl about what they are going thru is NOTHING compared to the stories of my life!!!What would they do if they were in my shoes? Nauzubillah!!! My life sucks!!! but i'm happy with it!!! coz i believe "If Allah wants to do good to somebody, He afflicts him with trials." Ameen for that!!!!

All these while i keep holding on and i don't know whats the shape of my heart!!!so many heart broken but i'm still survived!!Alhamdulilah...thank God i still can live my life peacefully...

We gotta move on no matter how hard life had nailled u down!! Do not give up!!! All those pain are only a test for u to become a better person...Allah knows best!!!

i wish to be a motivator to all teens and shared with them my life experience...i hv a wonderful family , great friends, a lot of ppl are dying to be in my positions right now, working under the lime lights, attending glamorous events and concerts, mix around with celebrities friends, be among the first watching movie premier and there's a lot of things that life to offer... that's sounds perfect!! but my heart been broken so many times!!and u hv no idea how hard it is to put on a happy face all the time to make ur sadness unnoticed.

Alhamdulilah...i've never care about how bad my broken heart was.. whats matters to me is how to live my life to the fullest!!! Broken heart will heal by zikir and doas. Allah is The Greatest!! I talk to him everyday!! and Alhamdulilah... He listened!! He gave me almost everything i ever asked him...but only 1 thing He didn't give me YET!!! He didn't give me a GOOD MUSLIM husband. I know he's somewhere out there and i'll keep waiting for the owner of my ribs. Insyallah...

My dearest reader... i love you guys so much...and i pray that whatever u guys going thru is not the end of the world...do not take your life on your own..coz whatever we have right now is not belong to us...its belong to HIM..so let Him takes your soul as in His way..living in these life wasn't that easy but to be in that after life might be harder..end of the day....its totally 2 different world and if u r not happy living in this world how sure you are doing better in the other world? Think about it!!!

Just kneel down on your knees or bow down on your elbows before Allah kareem when life gets too hard for you to stand..

The one who is not thankful for a small blessing cannot be thankful even for a mountain of gold...

May Allah bless you my dearest reader....Ameennn....

Monday, March 1, 2010

The Kronology...

Assalamualaikum..

Its been a while i didnt update my blog....something happend to me and my family lately and its changes everythings!!

Allah is The Greatest!!! He knew what's the best for me and my family that is what i'm going to tell u guys right now.

5th February 2010

230pm

The upstairs window grill suddenly fell on my father's head and it causes 4cm long and deep wound on my father's head. Blood was all over the floors, on the staircase, on the bedroom floors and on my parent's bed too. It just like a crime scene..so much blood running thru my poor father's head. but luckily he's not fainted..he still can talk and the contractor sent him to PPUM. I got a call from my mom and rush to the hospital ER. Alhamdulilah...daddy was ok..but he need 9 stiches and his left wrist was broken.

12midnight

Dad's head already done with 9 stiches and his wrist already been semen and what worries me was when the doctor said his skull was fractured and the doctor need to observed my dad for 24hours.. Ya Allah pls save Ayah!! pls Ya Allah.. *thats the only prayer i can think of everytime the doctor updates me with my dad's conditions...

6th February

9am

Visit my dad. and the doctor said he can go home coz my dad is a very strong person spiritually and phisically. Eventhough his skull was fractured but his brain was ok...no bleeding in the brain and also he's fit to go home. Alhamdulilah...Alhamdulilah...Alhamdulilah...Allah hu Akhbar!!!!


7th February

9am

i went for AIM judging at The Legend Hotel..everybody in the room was smoking and i prayed in my heart to get the judging done asap!!! can't stand to be in that smoky room. After we done with it.. i rush back home coz i know my asthma is coming. My Asthalin doesn't work i meant...my body didn't respon to Asthalin this time!! Ya Allah... i took ventolin tablet and try to take a nap....but still i hv pain on my chest..its hard to breath..i told myself to go to the clinic tomorrow before i'm off to work..

8th February

8am

i reached the clinic and the doctor gave me Nebuliser. i got headache and fever. my body are all aching...i thot i had Denggi...but the doctor said i only had asthma..i can hear the wheezling..ok i got my mc and off to work..send the mc and handover my work to Wan. i'm taking 1 day leave tomorrow coz i need to send my dad for check up at PPUM.


9th February

730am

With fever and asthma i drive my dad to PPUM..i need to do this coz nobody available to send daddy for check up. Ya Allah pls gives me the strenght to do this. I was shivering the whole day...and my dad was so worried about my conditions..i lost my voice coz actually i can't talk much...my chest was so painfull and with the fever and i keep on shivering like crazy...but i try to control it coz i don't want my dad feel so worried about me... in my heart i pray that the whole check up things to be done ASAP!!!

130pm

Everything is done!! and i need to send my aunt and my uncle to KL Sentral. Bought the ticket and then get them on the train safely and now i need to rush back home and take a nap..i feel like dying at this point..all the medicine i took doesn't change my conditions.

3pm

Alhamdulilah...reach home safely..and i took a bath and straight away took a nap. i pray that i could wake up or may be i'll be gone...Wallahi..i was so weak...

9pm

i woke up and took a shower and go to clinic...and again the doktor gave me Nebuliser...still..my body won't response. the Doctor advised me to come back the next day and he will refer me to the specialist.


10th February

9am

i went to the clinic again and my fever comes and go...i'm still shivering, my chest feels like bursting out..my back pain...and my body aching.. all the medicine the doctor gave doesn't really works on me..and the doctor want me to see the specialist at Columbia Hospital.

12noon

My sister pick me up to send me to Columbia Hospital. done the X-ray and i got a shocking result...i have Pneumonia!!Ya Allah..no wonder i feel like dying..its on my left lung and there's an infection too..i have to stay in the hospital and the doctor will do the best they can to save me..


4pm

i got to my ward and i was on oxygen coz i can't breath on my own easily..my lungs hurts and my ribs swollen. My back muscles swelling too coz i've been forcing my lungs to expand to breath. and my lungs hurts..and its really hurts!!!

11th February - 16th February

i was in the hospital...taking the fisiotheraphy and medicine after medicine..antibiotic after another antibiotic and fisiotheraphy...quite boring but i need to fight this pain..i fought this all by myself!!! and at these point i know Allah is always with me..not my bestfriends or soulmates!!!

17th February - 25th February

Resting at home ... spend more time with my parents and spend more time talking to Allah...

25th February

Follow up check up with Doctor Jurina and Doctor Megat...Alhamdulilah...my lungs are cleared from Pneumonia..Alhamdulilah...Alhamdulilah...Alhamdulilah!!!

Allah gave me another chance to live!!! Alhamdulilah!!!!

You can see the different from the picture below.. i was 61kg before i was admitted and after i discharged my weight is 57kg!!! Believe it or not!!

This is me before admitted.


This is me after discharged from hospital.

Friday, February 5, 2010

Batasku Asa ku....


Bismillahirahmanirahim...




Bila kutercipta dari tulang rusukmu
Mengapa kumampu sempurnakan hidupmu
Bila ku ada karena kau ada
Mengapa kau tak bisa sendiri saja

Reff:
Dalam teguh tak larut belaian
Ranum sahaja bukan hiasan
Untaian cinta gapai genggaman
Yakinkan mimpi dalam iman

Batasku sadari raut kodratku
Asaku menari terbalut sorbanmu
Lembutnya jiwa sambut nestapa
Terngiang syahdu iman di dada

Bila cerita tak lagi ceria
Mahligai cinta merona terlena
Senada iman kusimpan derita
Kuatkan hati bersimpuh pada-Nya

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Jannah

Bismillahirahmanirahim...

Salam

Dan memasukkan mereka ke dalam syurga yang telah diperkenankanNya kepada mereka. (Muhammad: 6)


Penghuni-penghuni syurga diberikan bilik-bilik khas, rumah dan istana yang diperbuat daripada permata-permata yang tembus dipandang mata seperti kaca. Di dalamnya penuh dengan kenikmatan & kelazatan yang tidak pernah dilihat mata serta didengar telinga.

Pernah pada suatu hari para sahabat bertanya kepada Rasulullah,

Para Sahabat: Untuk siapakah Allah menyediakan bilik-bilik seperti itu ya Rasulullah?

Rasulullah: Bagi mereka yang menyebarkan salam, menyumbangkan makanan, terus berpuasa dan berjaga malam mengerjakan sembahyang sedangkan orang lain tidur nyenyak.

Lalu sahabat-sahabat bertanya lagi,

Para Sahabat: Siapakah yang tahan dan sanggup berbuat demikian ya Rasulullah?

Rasulullah s.a.w: "Umatku! Dengarlah ...sesiapa yang bertemu sesama Muslim lalu ia memberi salam, itu bererti telah menyebarkan salam. Barang siapa yang memberi makan anak-anak dan isterinya sampai kenyang, bererti ia telah menyumbangkan makanan. Sesiapa yang berpuasa pada bulan Ramadan dan ditambah dengan tiga hari pada setiap bulan, itu bererti ia terus menerus berpuasa. Dan sesiapa yang menunaikan sembahyang Isyak terakhir dengan berjemaah, bererti dia telah bersembahyang malam sedang manusia tidur." (Riwayat Abu Naim dari Jabir).


"Tetapi orang-orang yang bertakwa kepada Tuhannya mereka mendapat tempat-tempat yang tinggi, di atasnya dibangun pula tempat-tempat yang tinggi yang di bawahnya mengalir sungai-sungai. Allah telah berjanji dengan sebenar-benarnya. Allah tidak akan memungkiri janjinya"
(Az-Zumar: 20)

i'm just....



A woman's heart should be so lost in God that a man needs to seek Him in order to find her LOVE.

Sometimes you forgive people simply because you still want them in ur life.You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, even months analyzing a situation, trying to put the pieces together. Justifying what could've, should've, would've happened. Or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move on.

i pushed you away because i knew that if you stayed, i could never turn you down. you are the most beautiful and most terrible thing that's ever happened to me, and you will always have my heart.

The important thing is to not be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past & recognize that every day won't be sunny. & when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember that it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, & those stars lead you back home.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Tatoo is Haram in Islam

Bismillahirahmanirahim..

Assalamualaikum....

Something to share with you about tatoo.... i'm very dissappointed with some ppl who are taking this Tatoo things lightly... It Haram!!! people!!!

Tattoos are clearly haram in Islam, as there are numerous references and hadith to their being haram.

Tattoos are also forbidden as it permanently disfigures the body while causing immense and unnecessary pain during the tattooing process. Temporary designs on the hand and feet done with henna are allowed for ladies in Islam, since they are harmless, do not cause pain and are not disfiguring or permanent.

Praise be to Allaah.

Tattooing, in which the skin is pierced with a needle and a blue or other coloured dye is injected, is haraam in all forms, whether it causes pain or not, because it involves changing the creation of Allaah, and because the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) cursed the one who does tattoos and the one for whom that is done. In al-Saheehayn it is narrated that ‘Abd-Allaah ibn Mas’ood (may Allaah be pleased with him) said: “May Allaah curse the women who do tattoos and those for whom tattoos are done, those who pluck their eyebrows and those who file their teeth for the purpose of beautification and alter the creation of Allaah.” (al-Bukhaari, al-Libaas, 5587; Muslim, al-Libaas, 5538).

With regard to all these matters, the ahaadeeth testify that the one who does them is cursed and that they are major sins. There is some difference of scholarly opinion as to the reason why they are forbidden. It was said that it is because they are a form of deception, and it was said that it is because it is a way of changing the creation of Allaah, as Ibn Mas’ood said – which is more correct and also includes the first meaning. And it was suggested that what is forbidden is only that which is permanent, because that is changing the creation of Allaah; as for that which is not permanent, such as kohl which used for adornment by women, that is permitted by the scholars. (Tafseer al-Qurtubi, 5/393).

It was narrated from the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) that tattooing is haraam (forbidden).

It was narrated that Abu Juhayfah (may Allaah be pleased with him) said: “The Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) cursed the one who does tattoos, the one who has a tattoo done, the one who consumes riba (usury or interest) and the one who pays it, and he forbade the price of a dog and the earnings of a prostitute, and he cursed the image-makers.”

(Narrated by al-Bukhaari, 5032).

Tattooing is a major sin, but if a person repents from it, Allaah will accept his repentance.

there are also hadith that talk about tattoos being a way of imitating the kuffars way of life...and being haram for that reason as well...

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

i love it!!!



i love my beautiful rings!! don't u?

O Allah



To that EVIL person...u deserve no one in this world!! Repent!!

Monday, February 1, 2010

My Ring!!!



Nice eh!!! Alhamdulilah...

Friday, January 29, 2010

Repent and live by Alllah’s grace....



Sometimes Allah breaks our spirit to save our soul.
Sometimes Allah breaks our heart to make us whole.
Sometimes Allah allows pain so we can be stronger.
Sometimes Allah sends us failure so we can be humble.
Sometimes Allah allows illness so we can take better care of ourselves.
Sometimes Allah takes everything away from us so we can learn the value of everything He gave us.
Plan, but understand that we only live by Alllah’s grace…

Ibn mubarak said:"I saw that sins cause haerts to die,that base actions lead to their addiction,that avoiding sins is life for the heart,and that it is better for your soul for you to disobey it.

Allah calls out: "O My slaves! You sin morning and evening and I forgive all your sins. So call on Me, I will forgive you all your sins." –hadith e qudsi

"Allah extends His Hands in the night to forgive the sinner of the day ,and extends His Hands in the day to forgive the sinner of the night".And He loves to hear our sorries.

If you are patient,then Allah gives you something in place of what was lost or destroyed.And know that if you are patient,everything that was destined for you and preordained for you will occur and you will be rewarded.If you complain and are hopeless,then likewise all that was destined for you will occur,except that you will be blamed for your impatience at Allah's will.

Anas (May Allah be pleased with him) reported:
Messenger of Allah (PBUH) said,
"Allah, the Exalted, has said:
`O son of adam, I forgive you as long as you pray to Me and hope for My forgiveness, whatever sins you have committed.
O son of 'Adam, I do not care if your sins reach the height of the heaven, then you ask for my forgiveness, I would forgive you.
O son of 'Adam, if you come to Me with an earth load of sins, and meet Me associating nothing to Me, I would match it with an earthload of forgiveness.'''[At-Tirmidhi].

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Tahajud Cinta...



Bismillahirahmanirahim....

Kau datang ketika duka dan bintang bercahya tunjuk ku ke jalan syurga

Ku haus di tengah arus lemas mencari tempat berpaut kirimkan aku kekuatan tetap pedoman dikesesatan
Ku sunyi dalam gembira perit pedih tanggung derita sungguh aku bukan wali yg suci
Dari hina dan benci

Kau datang ketika duka dan bintang bercahya tunjuk ku ke jalan syurga….

Terlalu lama aku mencuba , terlalu banyak cinta yg kudamba
Tiada yg sempurna hanya fana Tuhan ku ni hamba Mu

Ku rebah di dada malam memanjat dendam yang lama diam
Ku tanggalkan pacu dunia dakap ku dengan selimut syurga
Ya Tuhan ku hanya pada mu
Tempat mengadu segala rindu
Limpahi ku rahmat kasih mu dalam tahajud cinta bersujud…..

Allah SWT does listen to prayers...

Allah SWT does listen to prayers. Tears will fall after
reading this.......they will, sooner or later!!!!!!!!!!

A young man had been to Wednesday Night Class of Quranic Studies.
The Mualim had shared about listening to Allah and obeying Allah
through intuition.
The young man couldn't help but wonder, 'Does Allah still speak to
people through intuition?'
After Lessons, he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and
they discussed the message.Several different ones talked about how
Allah had led them in different ways and that at the end you'll know
it was Allah(SWT) Who has directed you.
It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home.
Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, 'Allah...If you still speak
to people, speak to me. I will listen.
I will do my best to obey.'
As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest
thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk.
He shook his head and said out loud, 'Allah is that you?' He didn't
get a reply and started on toward home.
But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk came into his head.
'Okay, Allah, in case that is you, I will buy the milk.' It didn't
seem like too hard a test of obedience. He could always use the milk.
He stopped and purchased the gallon of milk and started off toward
home.
As he passed Seventh Street , he again felt the urge, 'Turn Down that street.'
This is crazy he thought, and drove on past the intersection.
Again, he felt that he should turn down Seventh Street ..
At the next intersection, he turned back and headed down Seventh.
Half jokingly, he said out loud, 'Okay, Allah, I will.'
He drove several blocks, when suddenly, he felt like he should stop.
He pulled over to the curb and looked around. He was in a
semi-commercial area of town. It wasn't the best but it wasn't the
worst of neighborhoods either. The businesses were closed and most of
the houses looked dark like the people were already in bed.
Again, he sensed something, 'Go and give the milk to the people in the
house across the street.' The young man looked at the house. It was
dark and it looked like the people were either gone or they were
already asleep. He started to open the door and then sat back in the
car seat..
'Allah, this is insane. Those people are asleep and if I wake them up,
they are going to be mad and I will look stupid.' Again, he felt like
he should go and give the milk.
Finally, he opened the door, 'Okay Allah(SWT), if this is you, I will
go to the door and I will give them the milk. If you want me to look
like a crazy person, okay. I want to be obedient. I guess that will
count for something, but if they don't answer right away, I am out of
here.'
He walked across the street and rang the bell. He could hear some
noise inside. A man's voice yelled out, 'Who is it? What do you want?'
Then the door opened before the young man could get away.
The man was standing there in his jeans and T-shirt. He looked like he
just got out of bed. He had a strange look on his face and he didn't
seem too happy to have some stranger standing on his doorstep.
'What is it?'
The young man thrust out the gallon of milk, 'Here, I brought this to you.'
The man took the milk and rushed down a hallway.
Then from down the hall came a woman carrying the milk toward the
kitchen. The man was following her holding a baby.. The baby was
crying. The man had tears streaming down his face.
The man began speaking and half crying, 'We were just praying. We had
some big bills this month and we ran out of money. We didn't have any
milk for our baby. I was just praying and asking Allah(SWT) to show me
how to get some milk.'
His wife in the kitchen yelled out, 'I ask him to send an Angel with some.
Are you an Angel?'
The young man reached into his wallet and pulled out all the money he
had on him and put in the man's hand. He turned and walked back toward
his car and the tears were streaming down his face.
He knew that Allah (SWT) still answers prayers..
Allah (SWT) hears our prayers and give hope to those who have already
lost faith considering the situation of most people.
Sometimes it's the simplest things that Allah (SWT) asks us to do,
that enable us to understand His words clearer and better than ever.
SUBHANALLAH!
Please listen, and obey!
It will bless you and others

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Hurt and Redha...

Nobody Can Remove Hurt Except Allah. Even if someone tries to cause you any hurt, stay firm in your belief and remember that no one can cause you any pain if Allah does not desire it for you
"And if Allah touches you with hurt, there is none who can remove it but He; and if He intends any good for you, there is none who can keep back His favour; He brings it to whom He pleases of His servants; And He is the Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful."
- Qur'an, surah Yunus; 10:107

Being married forces you to fine tune those not-so-great-aspects of yourself and strive to be better. Love comes in here too; when you are in a loving relationship (and in love and loved); you have this amazing reservoir of energy within you that allows you to flourish and nurture. It brings out the best in you and makes you strive to be better because someone cares and loves you; and vice versa. It is kind of like how we instinctively react to another's perception of us, when they think well of us and believe in us, we want to do even better; but when they disparage us we will get defensive. Is it any wonder that our beloved prophet (saw) said that marriage is half of faith?

The Quran reveals the wickedness in the heart of man, but also reveals the grace and mercy of Allah (swt).

Reputation is what people may say about you on your tombstone; character is what Allah has written about you in his books.

Live so that if people get to know you, they will get to know Allah better.Allah will not judge you for what you have done but for what you have refused to do.Give Allah what's right, not what's left.We don't change Allah's message His message changes us.He who kneels before Allah can stand before anyone.

Once the Prophet (pbuh) was asked, "What person can be the best friend?" "He who helps you remember Allah, and reminds you when you forget Him,."

Whoever gives up something for the sake of Allah, Allah will replace it with something better than it.

My dreams is not just a DREAM..


"Stay happy with the little that you have from Allah, so that He may be happy with the little that you do"


The one who is not thankful for a small blessing cannot be thankful even for a mountain of gold!!

Qatadah said: Allah created angels with reason and no desires, animals with desires and no reason, and man with both reason and desires. So if a man's reason is stronger than his desire he is like an angel, and if his desires are stronger than his reason then he is like an animal.


Just kneel down on your knees or bow down on your elbows before Allah kareem when life gets too hard for you to stand..

Unquestionable faith

Bismillahirahmanirahim,

Salam to all my brothers and sisters.

A good Muslim is a person who has strong unquestionable faith...

Talking about the Unquestionalble faith that i've faced myself is something like a wake up call for me. I was too blind to see the real life which will lead me to Jannah. All these while i've seen a narrow and hard road just to find my happiness. I've forgot the different between LOVE and LUST.Astaghfirullah.. May Allah forgives my parents who have a daughter like me and May Allah forgives me too!!! Ameeenn...

I am three persons: The person others think I am; the person I think I am; the person Allah knows I am.Too often in prayer we ask for a change in circumstances rather than in our character.Some people are so busy being good they forget they should be doing good.

Never break anyone's heart, for if you break once your's will be broken twice,Never play with someones life,for if you play,your's will be kicked off soon. I always remind myself this.

I redha with all the things that happend to me. I have breasts cancer and recovering eventhough some people being so mean to me but its ok..Allah will 'reward' their 'kindness'. I never beg for people symphaty on my sickness. Some of them are being so rude and keep hurting my feeling without any mercy. They knew i had cancer but they still hurt me like nobody business.. One day they will feel the pain that i've suffered. They thought i don't deserve to be happy coz they thought i'm dying. Astaghfirullah.. May Allah forgives them.. insyallah i'm not dying..i told u i'm recovering and insyallah Allah knows i could be live longer then them!! amenn...

These people are bad people.. they play with your heart and life. They put ur life in their hands coz they think that they are GOD!!!They can even read your future!!Amazing kan?

Anyway, May Allah forgives them..one day they will have a family member who has CANCER and they will know how it feel like having CANCER!!!Remember Allah is GREAT!!

I'm so glad i don't hv to live with this kind of people for the rest of my life!!Alhamdulilah...

"If happiness were to be found in money or jewellery, you could deprive me of it and take it away from me, but it is nothing over which you or any other person has control. I find happiness in my faith, and my faith is in my heart, and no one has power over it except my creator"

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Allah had saved me...Alhamdulilah...

Bismillahirahmanirahim

salam

What is the purpose of living?

Seeking for Jannah and live life for the sake of Allah. That's my answer. and i'm sure each one of us have our own purpose of living in this world. but one thing for sure we are living for the sake of Allah ... that will always be the based of each living creature in this world.

I almost make a wrong decisions in my life. and i almost drown into the whisper of shaitan. Nauzubillah...

Allah had saved me from doing something that can make me regret for the rest of my life. its not only me but i will dragged the whole family members and friends into Hell..nauzubillah..

When I look at my sins I find them plenty,But when I recount Allah's favor upon me I find it infinite.I have no hope in my good deeds,I only hope in Allah's mercy.
He is my Guardian, He is my Creator,And I have entrusted myself unto Him as one who is weak and frail.If I am forgiven it is because of His Mercy,And if I am not forgiven, what can I do, what will be my fate?
- Abu Nuwas, Al-Munabbihat

When you pray 5 times a day, you should pray with love and fear at the same time because you dont know if it will be the last prayer of your life.

I'm glad Allah had saved my family from doing the wrong decisions and alhamdulilah for everythings... May Allah bless all of us.. ameenn...

Love defeats everyone

I don't like what you are doing(bad) but I respect for what you are and who you are.You know why?Because may be who you are tomorrow will be better than who I'm today.

If you cannot encourage someone,do not even criticise.If you cannot benefit someone do not even harm him.Sow something better today to reap the best tomorrow.

When becoming humiliated, remember the Prophet (Peace be upon him) in Ta'if.

When being starved, remember the Prophet (Peace be upon him) tying two stones to his stomach in the battle of Khandaq.

When becoming angry, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) control of anger on the martyrdom of his beloved Uncle Hamza.

When losing a tooth, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) tooth in the battle of Uhud.

When bleeding from any part of the body, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) body covered in blood on his return from Ta'if.

When feeling lonely, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) seclusion in Mount Hira .

When feeling tired in Salaat, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) blessed feet in Tahajjud.

When being prickled with thorns, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) pain from Abu Lahab's wife.

When being troubled by neighbours, remember the old woman who would empty rubbish on the Prophet (Peace be upon him) .

When losing a child, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) son, Ibrahim.

When beginning a long journey, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) long journey to Madinah.

When going against a Sunnah, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) intercession, (Ummati, Ummati, Ummati) (My Ummah).

When sacrificing an animal, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) sacrifice of 63 animals for his Ummah.

Before shaving your beard, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) face rejecting the two beardless Iranians.

When falling into an argument with your wife, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) encounter with Aisha and Hafsa.

When experiencing less food in the house, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) days of poverty.

When experiencing poverty, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) advice to Ashaab-e-Suffa (People of Suffa).

When losing a family member, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) departure from this world.

When becoming an orphan, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) age at six.

When sponsoring an orphan, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) sponsor for Zaid ibn Haritha.

When fearing an enemy, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) saying to Abu Bakr in Mount Thour.

Whatever situation you may find yourself in, remember your role model, the best of creation: Prophet Muhammad (Peace be upon him).

Good Muslim

Love Allah, because He nourishes and sustains you. Love me, because Allah loves me. (At-Tirmidhi)

The Messenger of Allah (saas) stated: “When a man loves his brother (for Allah’s sake), let him tell him that he loves him.” (At-Tirmidhi and Sunan Abu Dawud)

Good conduct is the root of love for one another, and bad conduct is the root of hatred, envy, and enmity. (Imam al-Ghazzali, Ihya’ `Ulum ad-Din)

Love of Allah

Among all love and affections, the primary essential love and the love which is the most unique and highest of all is the indispensable love for Allah (Almighty). This is because Allah (Almighty) has the most unique attributes, thus being the inventor, maker, and creator of all.

If one reflects on what he loves, one finds Allah (Almighty), the Lord of the universe, and His Glory and perfection in everything he loves.

Love of Allah (Almighty) is the main source of every good deed and beauty. It is the spring of eagerness, pleasure and energy. Having the love of Allah (Almighty), a person becomes a Saint (Veli), a Scholar, and a perfect being.

Love of Allah (Almighty) makes one a good and better person, child, parent, neighbour, and friend.

In contrast, without the love of Allah (Almighty), a person remains immature, unlikable, insolent, inconsiderate, rebellious, oppressive, abuseive, hard-hearted, criminal and feels lost in worldly activities subconsciously looking for answers to satisfy their inner-soul elsewhere.

Good Muslim

Today, the way to spread, cultivate and protect Islam and to have people love Islam can only be achieved through good deeds, patience, love and mercy, NOT stubbornness, fighting and war. A good Muslim is a person who has strong unquestionable faith, who consciously strives for the hereafter, by giving, being patient, merciful, forgiving, is full of love and respect, well-mannered, sweet-tongued, kind and a charitable loving person.

These unique qualities must manifest themselves on oneself when one interacts with people. Our beloved Prophet (peace be upon him) once said:

"There is no goodness in a person who isolates himself, who cannot get along with anybody, who is not courteous, and who has no sense of friendship."

Sincerity in love because of the words of the one who said:
"You disobey God while you make apparent that you love Him, This, by my life, in analogy is a marvel. If your love were sincere you would obey Him, Truly, the lover towards the one he loves is obedient." And to Allah be attributed the good of the one who said: "She said, and she had asked about the state of her lover, For Allah's sake, describe him and do not omit nor exceed!' I said, 'If he had feared death from thirst, and you had said, "Stop! don't approach the water!" then he would not have approached.'"

Monday, January 18, 2010

Your love...

Bismillahirahmanirahim..

Assalamualaikum..

I'm sorry for taking out the previous article about the wedding. i've been warned not to put something too 'personal' like that...someone will get hurt by my article.So i'm sorry..i didn't mean to hurt anyone..it just to express my excitement. and i'm so excited!!! who wouldn't kan?

Anyway..i feel like flying in cloud 9!! its a blessing...Alhamdulilah...

All my life I've waited, and I've been afraid and I wondered if I'd find someone to share my life. Every day I prayed and every night I searched in every stranger's eyes for some kind of sign. Me and my heart wishin' in the dark tryin' to believe in a sky full of stars. I was waiting for you. A million empty days, too much time and space. Every tear I cried, every lonely night, I was waiting for you..

I love being with you. I don't have to work hard to impress anyone… you know all my faults. I can cry in front of you, and you'll just hold me until I stop… or I can laugh so hard I cry… and you'll laugh with me until we're both crying. And it's perfect. How sometimes we don't have to say anything. Just being together is enough. Even though we know everything about each other, we still never run out of things to talk about. You're always there for me, whether to hold me or laugh with me. You've been with me through everything and I can't imagine ever not having you in my life. I love having you in my life...

I'm so lucky to have you. You are by far the best blessing God has ever given me and I'm so happy that he gave you to me to love. Even though I don't deserve all that you are to me and all that you do for me, I want you to know that I am so very grateful for you. I'm so grateful for all the wonderful memories we have shared throughout the years: all the smiles, laughter and even the tears. Loving you has made my life come alive. Some people go through life and never live it: I mean REALLY live it. But I thank God that He let me really live my life to the fullest by giving me you. You light up my world and show me things I never dreamed I'd see. Thank you for all that you do for me and all that you have given me.


Monday, January 11, 2010

you can't make me love you if i don't..



I don't understand what happened to us or why you have turned away.Of course you are free to do as you like but first I have something to say.

To me it had seemed we could go on forever so close were our hearts and at ease.
So much did we share yet the words never faltered so I thought as time did as it pleased.

Whatever I did that has made you unhappy or am that is not to your taste Or would be were I to return to your graces Or won't be if I am replaced:

I want you to know that your friendship is something I treasure, and would not now end.If you would be willing to turn to embrace me you'd find in me still a good friend.

Thank you for you: for who you are...However far away and for the words you send to me near mad for what you say.Knowing simply that you're there..Yet thinking much of me happens up my happiness and undone for all to see.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

He loves me Yes, He loves me Not and so it goes on and on...

Bismillahirahmanirahim

Assalamualaikum...

How to tell if a man loves u?

Women may be in a relationship for years and never know the answer to this question. So if longevity of relationship is not a guide as to reciprocal love then what is?
I expect only men can really answer this question, but I suspect that generally men who are ‘in love’ will want to keep a strong hold on their ‘prize’ namely you and thus they will show some sign of wanting a commitment. The commitment could be in the form of engagement, marriage, living together, exchanging rings, or even a tattoo of your name printed across his chest!

Does this mean the notoriously commitment shy men don’t love you? Not necessarily so. It could though mean that they are not quite sure of how they feel and do not fully appreciate just HOW much they love you. This is a common problem for men who spend years with a woman, refusing to commit and then one day they find the woman has packed her bags and moved on. Only then do they seem to realise what they had and what they have now lost and go into over drive trying to get the lost love back. But for the woman, this could be too little too late.

Other signs of ‘love’ might be attentiveness. The man might desire and seek out your company and perhaps lavish you in affection and or gifts.

Some women may think faithfulness is a sign of love and that an absence of it is evidence of no love, but I’m not so sure about that one. Sex and love mean very different things for men and women and I know from the male friends I have had who strayed from their partners that they DID love them very much. What makes men unfaithful when they love someone is the topic of another blog!


Jealousy and possessiveness might be indicators of love but again not necessarily so. Sometimes people just don’t like ’sharing’ so jealousy in itself is not a good indicator. Those men who are very possessive and jealous may be so because their own behavior is in question so they assume yours is too, or they could just be reacting to the effects of a past unfaithful partner.

Small clues, which have caught my attention, are lots of eye contact, lots of touchy feely and wanting to remain close at bedtime.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

An Act of Faith

Woman was made from the rib of man,
She was not created from his head to top him,
Nor form his feet to be stepped upon,
She was made from his side to be close to him,
Near his heart to be loved by him.

Everything good that happened is because of Allah.
Everything good that is happening is because of Allah.
Everything good that will happen will be also because of Allah.


What have you lost that makes you cry?
What have you brought,that you have finished?
What have you created,that has faded?

Whatever you had to give you have given it here;
What ever you had to take you had send it already ahead;
What is yours today,was someonelse yesterday and will be someone else tommorow!

I may never see tomorrow;
There is no written guarantee.
And things happened yesterday
Belongs to history.

I cannot predict the future,
I cannot change the past.
I have just the present moment
I must treat it as my last.

I must use this moment wisely
For it soon it will pass away.
And be lost forever
As a part of yesterday.

I must exercise compassion,
Help the fallen to their feet.
Be a friend unto the friendless
Make an empty life complete.

The unkind things I do today
May never be undone.
And friendships that I fail to win
May nevermore be won.

I may not have another chance
On bended knees to pray.
And thank Allah with a humble heart
For giving me this day.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Forever dear in my heart....

The beautiful faces some of my friends in the industry ... Love you guys so mucchh!!

























Welcome 2010!! All its full of LOVE!!!

Bismillahirahmanirahim....

Assalamualaikum...

Happy new year to my gentle readers!!! Hope u guys hv a sweet new year celebrations eh... Myself? Alhamdulilah..i've got back the person i loved the most!! I thot i was gonna lost him this year...i thot i'll never see him again...but Allah is Great...He knew we are meant for each other and He knew no matter what happend He ALWAYS brought us together...He's my souldmate!!That's all i can say!! Insyallah..this year gonna changed my life tremendously...just wait and see laa ehh... insyallah i will share with my readers... hehehhehe...

2009 has left me with a lot of joy and loves..thank you for all the loves ... syukur Alhamdulilah..being surrounding with a lot of people who loves me and its a blessing to be loved by them. I love you... and you know who you are!!

Here's are some lovely faces with full of loves in 2009!!!

My Angels - Adam & Yasmin


Cousins in S'pore


The Gorjes SMUT girls - our 1st Reunion


My Sister Dalilah - we met right infront of Kaabah


2nd Umrah in Ramadan that i will never ever forget..



Bounty



Another S'porean Cuzzin.


The Soul..


"I find happiness in my faith, and my faith is in my heart, and no one has power over it except my creator"