Friday, January 29, 2010

Repent and live by Alllah’s grace....

Sometimes Allah breaks our spirit to save our soul.
Sometimes Allah breaks our heart to make us whole.
Sometimes Allah allows pain so we can be stronger.
Sometimes Allah sends us failure so we can be humble.
Sometimes Allah allows illness so we can take better care of ourselves.
Sometimes Allah takes everything away from us so we can learn the value of everything He gave us.
Plan, but understand that we only live by Alllah’s grace…

Ibn mubarak said:"I saw that sins cause haerts to die,that base actions lead to their addiction,that avoiding sins is life for the heart,and that it is better for your soul for you to disobey it.

Allah calls out: "O My slaves! You sin morning and evening and I forgive all your sins. So call on Me, I will forgive you all your sins." –hadith e qudsi

"Allah extends His Hands in the night to forgive the sinner of the day ,and extends His Hands in the day to forgive the sinner of the night".And He loves to hear our sorries.

If you are patient,then Allah gives you something in place of what was lost or destroyed.And know that if you are patient,everything that was destined for you and preordained for you will occur and you will be rewarded.If you complain and are hopeless,then likewise all that was destined for you will occur,except that you will be blamed for your impatience at Allah's will.

Anas (May Allah be pleased with him) reported:
Messenger of Allah (PBUH) said,
"Allah, the Exalted, has said:
`O son of adam, I forgive you as long as you pray to Me and hope for My forgiveness, whatever sins you have committed.
O son of 'Adam, I do not care if your sins reach the height of the heaven, then you ask for my forgiveness, I would forgive you.
O son of 'Adam, if you come to Me with an earth load of sins, and meet Me associating nothing to Me, I would match it with an earthload of forgiveness.'''[At-Tirmidhi].

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Tahajud Cinta...


Kau datang ketika duka dan bintang bercahya tunjuk ku ke jalan syurga

Ku haus di tengah arus lemas mencari tempat berpaut kirimkan aku kekuatan tetap pedoman dikesesatan
Ku sunyi dalam gembira perit pedih tanggung derita sungguh aku bukan wali yg suci
Dari hina dan benci

Kau datang ketika duka dan bintang bercahya tunjuk ku ke jalan syurga….

Terlalu lama aku mencuba , terlalu banyak cinta yg kudamba
Tiada yg sempurna hanya fana Tuhan ku ni hamba Mu

Ku rebah di dada malam memanjat dendam yang lama diam
Ku tanggalkan pacu dunia dakap ku dengan selimut syurga
Ya Tuhan ku hanya pada mu
Tempat mengadu segala rindu
Limpahi ku rahmat kasih mu dalam tahajud cinta bersujud…..

Allah SWT does listen to prayers...

Allah SWT does listen to prayers. Tears will fall after
reading this.......they will, sooner or later!!!!!!!!!!

A young man had been to Wednesday Night Class of Quranic Studies.
The Mualim had shared about listening to Allah and obeying Allah
through intuition.
The young man couldn't help but wonder, 'Does Allah still speak to
people through intuition?'
After Lessons, he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and
they discussed the message.Several different ones talked about how
Allah had led them in different ways and that at the end you'll know
it was Allah(SWT) Who has directed you.
It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home.
Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, 'Allah...If you still speak
to people, speak to me. I will listen.
I will do my best to obey.'
As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest
thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk.
He shook his head and said out loud, 'Allah is that you?' He didn't
get a reply and started on toward home.
But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk came into his head.
'Okay, Allah, in case that is you, I will buy the milk.' It didn't
seem like too hard a test of obedience. He could always use the milk.
He stopped and purchased the gallon of milk and started off toward
As he passed Seventh Street , he again felt the urge, 'Turn Down that street.'
This is crazy he thought, and drove on past the intersection.
Again, he felt that he should turn down Seventh Street ..
At the next intersection, he turned back and headed down Seventh.
Half jokingly, he said out loud, 'Okay, Allah, I will.'
He drove several blocks, when suddenly, he felt like he should stop.
He pulled over to the curb and looked around. He was in a
semi-commercial area of town. It wasn't the best but it wasn't the
worst of neighborhoods either. The businesses were closed and most of
the houses looked dark like the people were already in bed.
Again, he sensed something, 'Go and give the milk to the people in the
house across the street.' The young man looked at the house. It was
dark and it looked like the people were either gone or they were
already asleep. He started to open the door and then sat back in the
car seat..
'Allah, this is insane. Those people are asleep and if I wake them up,
they are going to be mad and I will look stupid.' Again, he felt like
he should go and give the milk.
Finally, he opened the door, 'Okay Allah(SWT), if this is you, I will
go to the door and I will give them the milk. If you want me to look
like a crazy person, okay. I want to be obedient. I guess that will
count for something, but if they don't answer right away, I am out of
He walked across the street and rang the bell. He could hear some
noise inside. A man's voice yelled out, 'Who is it? What do you want?'
Then the door opened before the young man could get away.
The man was standing there in his jeans and T-shirt. He looked like he
just got out of bed. He had a strange look on his face and he didn't
seem too happy to have some stranger standing on his doorstep.
'What is it?'
The young man thrust out the gallon of milk, 'Here, I brought this to you.'
The man took the milk and rushed down a hallway.
Then from down the hall came a woman carrying the milk toward the
kitchen. The man was following her holding a baby.. The baby was
crying. The man had tears streaming down his face.
The man began speaking and half crying, 'We were just praying. We had
some big bills this month and we ran out of money. We didn't have any
milk for our baby. I was just praying and asking Allah(SWT) to show me
how to get some milk.'
His wife in the kitchen yelled out, 'I ask him to send an Angel with some.
Are you an Angel?'
The young man reached into his wallet and pulled out all the money he
had on him and put in the man's hand. He turned and walked back toward
his car and the tears were streaming down his face.
He knew that Allah (SWT) still answers prayers..
Allah (SWT) hears our prayers and give hope to those who have already
lost faith considering the situation of most people.
Sometimes it's the simplest things that Allah (SWT) asks us to do,
that enable us to understand His words clearer and better than ever.
Please listen, and obey!
It will bless you and others

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Hurt and Redha...

Nobody Can Remove Hurt Except Allah. Even if someone tries to cause you any hurt, stay firm in your belief and remember that no one can cause you any pain if Allah does not desire it for you
"And if Allah touches you with hurt, there is none who can remove it but He; and if He intends any good for you, there is none who can keep back His favour; He brings it to whom He pleases of His servants; And He is the Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful."
- Qur'an, surah Yunus; 10:107

Being married forces you to fine tune those not-so-great-aspects of yourself and strive to be better. Love comes in here too; when you are in a loving relationship (and in love and loved); you have this amazing reservoir of energy within you that allows you to flourish and nurture. It brings out the best in you and makes you strive to be better because someone cares and loves you; and vice versa. It is kind of like how we instinctively react to another's perception of us, when they think well of us and believe in us, we want to do even better; but when they disparage us we will get defensive. Is it any wonder that our beloved prophet (saw) said that marriage is half of faith?

The Quran reveals the wickedness in the heart of man, but also reveals the grace and mercy of Allah (swt).

Reputation is what people may say about you on your tombstone; character is what Allah has written about you in his books.

Live so that if people get to know you, they will get to know Allah better.Allah will not judge you for what you have done but for what you have refused to do.Give Allah what's right, not what's left.We don't change Allah's message His message changes us.He who kneels before Allah can stand before anyone.

Once the Prophet (pbuh) was asked, "What person can be the best friend?" "He who helps you remember Allah, and reminds you when you forget Him,."

Whoever gives up something for the sake of Allah, Allah will replace it with something better than it.

My dreams is not just a DREAM..

"Stay happy with the little that you have from Allah, so that He may be happy with the little that you do"

The one who is not thankful for a small blessing cannot be thankful even for a mountain of gold!!

Qatadah said: Allah created angels with reason and no desires, animals with desires and no reason, and man with both reason and desires. So if a man's reason is stronger than his desire he is like an angel, and if his desires are stronger than his reason then he is like an animal.

Just kneel down on your knees or bow down on your elbows before Allah kareem when life gets too hard for you to stand..

Unquestionable faith


Salam to all my brothers and sisters.

A good Muslim is a person who has strong unquestionable faith...

Talking about the Unquestionalble faith that i've faced myself is something like a wake up call for me. I was too blind to see the real life which will lead me to Jannah. All these while i've seen a narrow and hard road just to find my happiness. I've forgot the different between LOVE and LUST.Astaghfirullah.. May Allah forgives my parents who have a daughter like me and May Allah forgives me too!!! Ameeenn...

I am three persons: The person others think I am; the person I think I am; the person Allah knows I am.Too often in prayer we ask for a change in circumstances rather than in our character.Some people are so busy being good they forget they should be doing good.

Never break anyone's heart, for if you break once your's will be broken twice,Never play with someones life,for if you play,your's will be kicked off soon. I always remind myself this.

I redha with all the things that happend to me. I have breasts cancer and recovering eventhough some people being so mean to me but its ok..Allah will 'reward' their 'kindness'. I never beg for people symphaty on my sickness. Some of them are being so rude and keep hurting my feeling without any mercy. They knew i had cancer but they still hurt me like nobody business.. One day they will feel the pain that i've suffered. They thought i don't deserve to be happy coz they thought i'm dying. Astaghfirullah.. May Allah forgives them.. insyallah i'm not dying..i told u i'm recovering and insyallah Allah knows i could be live longer then them!! amenn...

These people are bad people.. they play with your heart and life. They put ur life in their hands coz they think that they are GOD!!!They can even read your future!!Amazing kan?

Anyway, May Allah forgives day they will have a family member who has CANCER and they will know how it feel like having CANCER!!!Remember Allah is GREAT!!

I'm so glad i don't hv to live with this kind of people for the rest of my life!!Alhamdulilah...

"If happiness were to be found in money or jewellery, you could deprive me of it and take it away from me, but it is nothing over which you or any other person has control. I find happiness in my faith, and my faith is in my heart, and no one has power over it except my creator"

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Allah had saved me...Alhamdulilah...



What is the purpose of living?

Seeking for Jannah and live life for the sake of Allah. That's my answer. and i'm sure each one of us have our own purpose of living in this world. but one thing for sure we are living for the sake of Allah ... that will always be the based of each living creature in this world.

I almost make a wrong decisions in my life. and i almost drown into the whisper of shaitan. Nauzubillah...

Allah had saved me from doing something that can make me regret for the rest of my life. its not only me but i will dragged the whole family members and friends into Hell..nauzubillah..

When I look at my sins I find them plenty,But when I recount Allah's favor upon me I find it infinite.I have no hope in my good deeds,I only hope in Allah's mercy.
He is my Guardian, He is my Creator,And I have entrusted myself unto Him as one who is weak and frail.If I am forgiven it is because of His Mercy,And if I am not forgiven, what can I do, what will be my fate?
- Abu Nuwas, Al-Munabbihat

When you pray 5 times a day, you should pray with love and fear at the same time because you dont know if it will be the last prayer of your life.

I'm glad Allah had saved my family from doing the wrong decisions and alhamdulilah for everythings... May Allah bless all of us.. ameenn...

Love defeats everyone

I don't like what you are doing(bad) but I respect for what you are and who you are.You know why?Because may be who you are tomorrow will be better than who I'm today.

If you cannot encourage someone,do not even criticise.If you cannot benefit someone do not even harm him.Sow something better today to reap the best tomorrow.

When becoming humiliated, remember the Prophet (Peace be upon him) in Ta'if.

When being starved, remember the Prophet (Peace be upon him) tying two stones to his stomach in the battle of Khandaq.

When becoming angry, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) control of anger on the martyrdom of his beloved Uncle Hamza.

When losing a tooth, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) tooth in the battle of Uhud.

When bleeding from any part of the body, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) body covered in blood on his return from Ta'if.

When feeling lonely, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) seclusion in Mount Hira .

When feeling tired in Salaat, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) blessed feet in Tahajjud.

When being prickled with thorns, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) pain from Abu Lahab's wife.

When being troubled by neighbours, remember the old woman who would empty rubbish on the Prophet (Peace be upon him) .

When losing a child, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) son, Ibrahim.

When beginning a long journey, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) long journey to Madinah.

When going against a Sunnah, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) intercession, (Ummati, Ummati, Ummati) (My Ummah).

When sacrificing an animal, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) sacrifice of 63 animals for his Ummah.

Before shaving your beard, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) face rejecting the two beardless Iranians.

When falling into an argument with your wife, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) encounter with Aisha and Hafsa.

When experiencing less food in the house, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) days of poverty.

When experiencing poverty, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) advice to Ashaab-e-Suffa (People of Suffa).

When losing a family member, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) departure from this world.

When becoming an orphan, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) age at six.

When sponsoring an orphan, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) sponsor for Zaid ibn Haritha.

When fearing an enemy, remember the Prophet's (Peace be upon him) saying to Abu Bakr in Mount Thour.

Whatever situation you may find yourself in, remember your role model, the best of creation: Prophet Muhammad (Peace be upon him).

Good Muslim

Love Allah, because He nourishes and sustains you. Love me, because Allah loves me. (At-Tirmidhi)

The Messenger of Allah (saas) stated: “When a man loves his brother (for Allah’s sake), let him tell him that he loves him.” (At-Tirmidhi and Sunan Abu Dawud)

Good conduct is the root of love for one another, and bad conduct is the root of hatred, envy, and enmity. (Imam al-Ghazzali, Ihya’ `Ulum ad-Din)

Love of Allah

Among all love and affections, the primary essential love and the love which is the most unique and highest of all is the indispensable love for Allah (Almighty). This is because Allah (Almighty) has the most unique attributes, thus being the inventor, maker, and creator of all.

If one reflects on what he loves, one finds Allah (Almighty), the Lord of the universe, and His Glory and perfection in everything he loves.

Love of Allah (Almighty) is the main source of every good deed and beauty. It is the spring of eagerness, pleasure and energy. Having the love of Allah (Almighty), a person becomes a Saint (Veli), a Scholar, and a perfect being.

Love of Allah (Almighty) makes one a good and better person, child, parent, neighbour, and friend.

In contrast, without the love of Allah (Almighty), a person remains immature, unlikable, insolent, inconsiderate, rebellious, oppressive, abuseive, hard-hearted, criminal and feels lost in worldly activities subconsciously looking for answers to satisfy their inner-soul elsewhere.

Good Muslim

Today, the way to spread, cultivate and protect Islam and to have people love Islam can only be achieved through good deeds, patience, love and mercy, NOT stubbornness, fighting and war. A good Muslim is a person who has strong unquestionable faith, who consciously strives for the hereafter, by giving, being patient, merciful, forgiving, is full of love and respect, well-mannered, sweet-tongued, kind and a charitable loving person.

These unique qualities must manifest themselves on oneself when one interacts with people. Our beloved Prophet (peace be upon him) once said:

"There is no goodness in a person who isolates himself, who cannot get along with anybody, who is not courteous, and who has no sense of friendship."

Sincerity in love because of the words of the one who said:
"You disobey God while you make apparent that you love Him, This, by my life, in analogy is a marvel. If your love were sincere you would obey Him, Truly, the lover towards the one he loves is obedient." And to Allah be attributed the good of the one who said: "She said, and she had asked about the state of her lover, For Allah's sake, describe him and do not omit nor exceed!' I said, 'If he had feared death from thirst, and you had said, "Stop! don't approach the water!" then he would not have approached.'"

Monday, January 18, 2010

Your love...



I'm sorry for taking out the previous article about the wedding. i've been warned not to put something too 'personal' like that...someone will get hurt by my article.So i'm sorry..i didn't mean to hurt just to express my excitement. and i'm so excited!!! who wouldn't kan?

Anyway..i feel like flying in cloud 9!! its a blessing...Alhamdulilah...

All my life I've waited, and I've been afraid and I wondered if I'd find someone to share my life. Every day I prayed and every night I searched in every stranger's eyes for some kind of sign. Me and my heart wishin' in the dark tryin' to believe in a sky full of stars. I was waiting for you. A million empty days, too much time and space. Every tear I cried, every lonely night, I was waiting for you..

I love being with you. I don't have to work hard to impress anyone… you know all my faults. I can cry in front of you, and you'll just hold me until I stop… or I can laugh so hard I cry… and you'll laugh with me until we're both crying. And it's perfect. How sometimes we don't have to say anything. Just being together is enough. Even though we know everything about each other, we still never run out of things to talk about. You're always there for me, whether to hold me or laugh with me. You've been with me through everything and I can't imagine ever not having you in my life. I love having you in my life...

I'm so lucky to have you. You are by far the best blessing God has ever given me and I'm so happy that he gave you to me to love. Even though I don't deserve all that you are to me and all that you do for me, I want you to know that I am so very grateful for you. I'm so grateful for all the wonderful memories we have shared throughout the years: all the smiles, laughter and even the tears. Loving you has made my life come alive. Some people go through life and never live it: I mean REALLY live it. But I thank God that He let me really live my life to the fullest by giving me you. You light up my world and show me things I never dreamed I'd see. Thank you for all that you do for me and all that you have given me.

Monday, January 11, 2010

you can't make me love you if i don't..

I don't understand what happened to us or why you have turned away.Of course you are free to do as you like but first I have something to say.

To me it had seemed we could go on forever so close were our hearts and at ease.
So much did we share yet the words never faltered so I thought as time did as it pleased.

Whatever I did that has made you unhappy or am that is not to your taste Or would be were I to return to your graces Or won't be if I am replaced:

I want you to know that your friendship is something I treasure, and would not now end.If you would be willing to turn to embrace me you'd find in me still a good friend.

Thank you for you: for who you are...However far away and for the words you send to me near mad for what you say.Knowing simply that you're there..Yet thinking much of me happens up my happiness and undone for all to see.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

He loves me Yes, He loves me Not and so it goes on and on...



How to tell if a man loves u?

Women may be in a relationship for years and never know the answer to this question. So if longevity of relationship is not a guide as to reciprocal love then what is?
I expect only men can really answer this question, but I suspect that generally men who are ‘in love’ will want to keep a strong hold on their ‘prize’ namely you and thus they will show some sign of wanting a commitment. The commitment could be in the form of engagement, marriage, living together, exchanging rings, or even a tattoo of your name printed across his chest!

Does this mean the notoriously commitment shy men don’t love you? Not necessarily so. It could though mean that they are not quite sure of how they feel and do not fully appreciate just HOW much they love you. This is a common problem for men who spend years with a woman, refusing to commit and then one day they find the woman has packed her bags and moved on. Only then do they seem to realise what they had and what they have now lost and go into over drive trying to get the lost love back. But for the woman, this could be too little too late.

Other signs of ‘love’ might be attentiveness. The man might desire and seek out your company and perhaps lavish you in affection and or gifts.

Some women may think faithfulness is a sign of love and that an absence of it is evidence of no love, but I’m not so sure about that one. Sex and love mean very different things for men and women and I know from the male friends I have had who strayed from their partners that they DID love them very much. What makes men unfaithful when they love someone is the topic of another blog!

Jealousy and possessiveness might be indicators of love but again not necessarily so. Sometimes people just don’t like ’sharing’ so jealousy in itself is not a good indicator. Those men who are very possessive and jealous may be so because their own behavior is in question so they assume yours is too, or they could just be reacting to the effects of a past unfaithful partner.

Small clues, which have caught my attention, are lots of eye contact, lots of touchy feely and wanting to remain close at bedtime.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

An Act of Faith

Woman was made from the rib of man,
She was not created from his head to top him,
Nor form his feet to be stepped upon,
She was made from his side to be close to him,
Near his heart to be loved by him.

Everything good that happened is because of Allah.
Everything good that is happening is because of Allah.
Everything good that will happen will be also because of Allah.

What have you lost that makes you cry?
What have you brought,that you have finished?
What have you created,that has faded?

Whatever you had to give you have given it here;
What ever you had to take you had send it already ahead;
What is yours today,was someonelse yesterday and will be someone else tommorow!

I may never see tomorrow;
There is no written guarantee.
And things happened yesterday
Belongs to history.

I cannot predict the future,
I cannot change the past.
I have just the present moment
I must treat it as my last.

I must use this moment wisely
For it soon it will pass away.
And be lost forever
As a part of yesterday.

I must exercise compassion,
Help the fallen to their feet.
Be a friend unto the friendless
Make an empty life complete.

The unkind things I do today
May never be undone.
And friendships that I fail to win
May nevermore be won.

I may not have another chance
On bended knees to pray.
And thank Allah with a humble heart
For giving me this day.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Forever dear in my heart....

The beautiful faces some of my friends in the industry ... Love you guys so mucchh!!

Welcome 2010!! All its full of LOVE!!!



Happy new year to my gentle readers!!! Hope u guys hv a sweet new year celebrations eh... Myself? Alhamdulilah..i've got back the person i loved the most!! I thot i was gonna lost him this year...i thot i'll never see him again...but Allah is Great...He knew we are meant for each other and He knew no matter what happend He ALWAYS brought us together...He's my souldmate!!That's all i can say!! Insyallah..this year gonna changed my life tremendously...just wait and see laa ehh... insyallah i will share with my readers... hehehhehe...

2009 has left me with a lot of joy and loves..thank you for all the loves ... syukur Alhamdulilah..being surrounding with a lot of people who loves me and its a blessing to be loved by them. I love you... and you know who you are!!

Here's are some lovely faces with full of loves in 2009!!!

My Angels - Adam & Yasmin

Cousins in S'pore

The Gorjes SMUT girls - our 1st Reunion

My Sister Dalilah - we met right infront of Kaabah

2nd Umrah in Ramadan that i will never ever forget..


Another S'porean Cuzzin.

The Soul..

"I find happiness in my faith, and my faith is in my heart, and no one has power over it except my creator"