I'm not SAD

I am not sad i thank allah for all that he has provided me with.

i am not sad but indeed i am scared you know why?

i fear ALLAH swt the day when we are gona be buried. the day when we are gona be resurrected and day of judgement will arrive and we cant hide.
theres only 2 paths- hell or paradise .

i pray and repent every night so i may be saved from the hell fire and am allowed to enter paradise by allah permission inshallah. w salam.

The one who has a broken heart..

To the one who has a broken heart……cry if you want to cry….that really human… But you shouldn’t feel the world end….Don’t let your heart in trouble with revenge… but make that as a precious experience, a time to gain your closeness to The Owner of your heart [Allah subhana wata’ala] to share Him every single of your pains… The One and the only One who will understand you in every deep, every piece of your heart… The One who will never judge you and tell how stupid, silly and idiot you are….

A great person……A strong person… always cry in front of Him…. Every drop of tear in your prays to Him will relief your heart, will heal your broken heart… will clean your soul and will liberate you life…..

Allah put you in that situation must be for reason. Allah must want make you learn to respect more about your life…. perhaps Allah wants to test your patience… Allah wants to remind you… or perhaps that calamity for pay your owe because of some particular sins you did [because sins are owe that we have to pay someday…]….

If you decide to involve in things… there are must be the consequences…. Consequences that have to be considered at very first before steps in one adventure…. At least ready to responsible to every step of your actions….. and get hurt that one of the consequences….

The pain that you feel will make you respect your life, a precious experience that caste you become a compassion person…. teach you if you cant do the same to other…because you already known how it feel… you will have a gift to help other to remind them from heart to not experience the same pain like yours….

In the same time, you should ask yourself about your sincerity…. Did you really base your action in sincerity… You should ask ...what wrong with you intentions…. If you do something for the sake of Allah why you feel hurt and pain if things not go like what you dream?

If someone hurt you… that a precious time where Allah will answer every of your pray [ Allah will answer pray of people who are oppressed]…. That also a precious time to gain big reward by forgive and pray every good thing for ones who hurt you….

When we feel other did hurt us and oppressed us, be careful with our prays because Rasulullah SAW said "Be afraid, from the curse of the oppressed as there is no screen between his invocation and Allah." [HR BUKHARI] , sometimes in anger we tend to prays bad things happened to the oppressors.

What if Allah answers that pray [ in fact perhaps the one who hurt us are our dear ones ...our close friends, parents, relatives or people that we love… ].

Each time of painful words, actions of that person haunting in your mind... each time tear drops... each time your feel the same bitterness and pains.......Never forget to ask forgiveness for the person who hurt you…force your lips to pray for his/her goodness.... to ask forgiveness for him/her...........Because each time you feel that pains...that person also get more sins of hurting you......

They would get the consequence of their bad deeds to Allah subhana wata'ala .... Forgiveness with help you to cure your heart.... May Allah will record that as the righteous deeds, insyaAllah…

Indeed it’s very difficult to forgive when we are be a victim…indeed it’s difficult to forgive when our heart hurt… difficult to be sincere when our heart sick… But it’s a journey….. the jannah not that easy to gain…. .

Finally…. As far what you did based on sincerity…. As far you have tried your best whole heartly…. If things not work… remember Allah must have other plans… better plan…. insyaAllah…. Please forgive and forget…. This will help you a lot… insyaAllah….

Wallahu alam bishshowab…..

Words can do,what weapons cannot..

Assalamualaikum,

O Allah! I ask you a blessing that does not end,contentment that never ceases,knolwedge which is beneficial, sustenance which is good,deeds which are acceptable and acceptance of your decree.

Learn the art of speaking from the the best speech of the best sustainer in the form of the best book i.e Qur'an. ~Hamid

1)Qaulam Baleega(An-Nisa:63)- Tell the touching words.
"Those men,-(Allah) knows what is in their hearts; so keep clear of them, but admonish them, and speak to them a word to reach their very souls"

2)Qaulam Ma'roofa(Al-Ahzaab:32)-Tell the high quality words.
"O ye wives of the Prophet! Ye are not like any other women. If ye keep your duty (to Allah), then be not soft of speech, lest he in whose heart is a disease aspire (to you), but utter customary speech"

3)Qaulam Kareema(Al-Isra:23)-Tell polite words.
"Thy Lord hath decreed, that ye worship none save Him, and (that ye show) kindness to parents. If one of them or both of them attain old age with thee, say not "Fie" unto them nor repulse them, but speak unto them a gracious word"

4)Qaulal Layyina(Taha:44)-Tell the gentle words.
"And speak unto him a gentle word, that peradventure he may heed or fear"

5)Qaulam Mysoora(Al-Isra:28)-Tell the good words.
"But if thou turn away from them, seeking mercy from thy Lord, for which thou hopest, then speak unto them a reasonable word"

6)Qaulan Sadeeda(Al-Ahzaab:70)-Tell the truth.
"O ye who believe! Guard your duty to Allah, and speak words straight to the point;"

Major shock!!!

Assalamualaikum...

The 2009 Sumatra earthquakes occurred just off the southern coast of Sumatra, Indonesia. The major shock hit at 17:16:10 local time on September 30, 2009 (10:16:10 UTC)[4] and had a moment magnitude of 7.9.

The major shock hit at 17:16!!!!17:16!!

The 17th Surah in Al Quran is Surah Al Isra,
and the 16th verse are

"When We decide to destroy a population, We (first) send a definite order to those among them who are given the good things of this life and yet transgress; so that the word is proved true against them: then (it is) We destroy them utterly"

Subhanallah!!! Allah hu Akhbar!!

Umrah 2009 - Part II

Quba mosque, Madinah


Subhanallah


Lailatul Qadar nite in Mecca, Subhanallah so many people that nite.


So many people entering and praying at Safa and Marwah's enterance. Subhanallah!!


This was taken on the eve of Eid Mubarak


After Eid Mubarak's prayer

Umrah 2009 - Part I

Assalamualaikum,

How r u guys doing? Its been a while i didn't update my blog...Well, a) i have a lot of things to do lately... and b) i was busy preparing my Umrah trip!! Alhamdulilah...i'm back!! and c) my internet server are driving me crazy!!! :P

Anyway, Alhamdulilah...i did my Ramadan Umrah safely and peacefully... i've learned a lot from this very trip!! Subhanallah... Allah is The Greatest!! He gaves me the most memorable experience so that i will keep remind myself to be honest and sincere in whatever i do in life or to human being.

Well, i'll try my best to show u guys some pictures i've taken during my Ramadan Umrah's trip...


My sister and my lovely niece Yasmin and nephew Adam


The enterance for ladies in Masjidil Nabawi, Madinah


'The Umbrella' at Masjidil Nabawi, Madinah


Masjidil Nabawi dan i


At Jabal Uhud


Masjidil Nabawi at night


Masjidil Haram, Mekah - This is view from my hotel


Me and my Qiblat. Subhanallah!!!