Cinta tak seharusnya memiliki,,,,

Kata-kata dari teman-teman......

cinta memang tak harus memiliki dan maskipun wujud orang yang kita cintai itu tidak ada dalam hari-hari kita tapi apa salahnya kita slalu mencintainya walau sebatas perasaan yang kamu rasakan,berikan selalu cintamu lewat doa-doamu untuk kebahagiaan orang yang kamu cintai itu ,semoga tuhan selalu memberikan kasih sayang yang lebih dari apa yang telah kamu berikan kepada orang yang kamu cintai itu

melupakannya adalah kemustahilan
memilikinya adalah sekedar angan
mendo’akannya untuk selalu meraih impian
luka lara yang amat manis…

cinya adalah suatu keindahan, setiap orang pasti memiliki rasa cinta. Memang cinta sejati adalah cinta yang bila kita tidak mendapatkan raganya tapi kita memberikan kebahagiaan kepad ornag yang dicintai oleh kita walau pun kita tidak bisa neniliki dirinya seutuhnya.

Ikatan tanpa cinta atau cinta tanpa ikatan?

Tiba2 aku seakan sedar dari lamunan...aku pencinta yang setia tapi aku tak sedari ada hati yang terluka....kebersamaan kita memang indah, bahkan terasa sangat manis..kau teman berbagiku, kau tempat bersandarku...mendengarkan gelak tawaku, meredakan tangisanku..menghangatkan tubuh dan jiwaku...

Tapi, dalam tawa itu aku menjerit dalam kehangatan dekapanmu ku menggigil kau “teman” terbaikku, tapi bukan pemilik cintaku.....

Hatiku hanya untuknya cinta ini pun telah utuh menjadi miliknya walau takkan pernah bersatu,
karena aku tak mungkin memilikinya dan tak akan pernah bisa memiliki seutuhnya..

Some peopleeeee...................

I'm speechless..... i'm very-very dissappointed yesterday... i thought my friend never lied to me but i was wrong.... how could you?it remind me of Liar - Cranberries song...

" Say it if you want to and say it if you will
But if you don’t say what you are thinkin’
No, I won’t take too kindly to it.

And all I want is something special,
And you can’t give it to me,
And all you do is lie to me,
’cause you’re a liar, liar, liar. "

I hate when u lied to me... why did you do that? it's the kinda pain that makes you wanna show how you feel, but you're scared of what everyone else will think.....

A peaceful weekend!!!

A very-very quite weekend at home....puasa pada hari Sabtu, do some light laundry then have a good rest till break fast.....

Sunday woke up do some laundry and heading to Cheras for brunch....teringin nak makan Ayam Kampung..hehehehe...aarrgghh...so full!!! that's it for ayam kampung!!hahahaha..

Dinner? what's for dinner? Daddy asked for Capati. Mummy and i just a Ramly Burger!! and still feel ssooooooooo full!!! that's if for Ramly Burger!!!!

Get the last catch of CSI : Miami...Gosh!! i missed you Delko!!! ahah!!!! so perasan!!! but why not?

Tomorrow can't wait to go to work!!! Why ah? i don't know!!!! hahahaha....i just love my job!!! boleh?

Tear drops on my guitar!!

This song remind me of someone i used to love, someone who claimed himself as my soulmate....Someone who i know love me so much but he can't do anything to make it happend....someone who love me till death do us apart but he just keep standing there and tell me how sorry he was and someone who always call me in the middle of the night and tell me how much he missed me....someone who always make my tear drops on my guitar!!!!

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's damn so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
Cause he's the reason

Teman Terbaikku

Kuatkah ku menjalani ini?kebersamaan kita memang indah, bahkan terasa sangat manis kau teman berbagiku, kau tempat bersandarku mendengarkan gelak tawaku, meredakan tangisanku,menghangatkan tubuh dan jiwaku
Tapi, dalam tawa itu aku menjerit dalam kehangatan dekapanmu ku menggigilkau “teman” terbaikku, tapi bukan pemilik cintaku
Hatiku hanya untuknya cinta ini pun telah utuh menjadi miliknya walau takkan pernah bersatu,karena aku tak mungkin memilikinyadan tak akan pernah bisa memiliki seutuhnya....

Happy New Year!!!

Happy New Year!!!! Well, i'm 34 this year!!! Happy Buzday to me too!!!! hahhaa... no birthday cakes this year....because it has been 33 years i've been blowing the candles..this year i want my birthday to be very2 quite and simple....just dinner with close friends Sabil, Adnan, Atol, Ada and Sazi, it was so wonderful!!! And i'm so happy with my loyal friends!!! Each year the same faces and same feeling!!! We enjoyed every moment!! hahahaa...what a night!!! Having Dinner at Ole ole Bali and then proceed to Redbox!!!This year i've been sprayed with foam!!! hahaha..Sabil!!!! I'll know there will be a payback time!!!! tunggu laa....hahahaha.....well, the mini party turned out well...and i'm happy to celebrate my Birthday with my closest friend and i'm glad Allah gives me one more year to live!!!! Alhamdulilah.....